You know what? I'm feeling strong. If what I think is about to happen really is about to happen.....AGAIN?!! Bring it on. I don't care anymore. I'm not going to set myself up to get hurt ever again, especially by you. Sometimes I think it's that you just can't get enough of hurting me; making me feel bad about myself. If you don't really love me or care about me, then I'm not going to give one shit about you, or miss you ANYMORE. I'm done being a pathetic love struck little girl who just needs you oh so much that it hurts. From this point on, I don't have time for people who don't have time for me. It's ridiculous for me to waste my life on some bipolar, asshole guy who says "FUCK YOU, I'm busy working" when I accidentally text him at work. (And no, I'm not kidding, he actually did say that.) I don't need someone in my life who is going to be constantly brushing me off and saying "OKAY?" when I am making friendly conversation with them. If I annoy you that much, why the fuck do you keep coming back to me? Just leave me the hell alone and let me move on and heal and get over you. Don't keep coming back and reopening my wounds. I will never ever heal if you keep doing that. You know very well that we'll never make it, because you won't fucking try. So just stay away from me this time, I DO NOT want you anymore. YOU need to grow up. YOU are the one who lacks the maturity and the stability necessary to maintain a healthy relationship.
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